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fbhjrI helped Holly look for a new apartment tonight.
It is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.
I very much want her to restart a life with me. And, helping her do otherwise is painful.
But, if she isn’t going to live with me, she has to live somewhere.
She can’t depend on the kindness of others for the rest of her life.
And, even if she no longer considers me her husband, she is still my wife.
I need to make sure she is OK. I need to make sure she has a place to go.
I wish it was here. But, if it isn’t, then it needs to be a place she can afford in a place that isn’t bad.
It is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.
I very much want her to restart a life with me. And, helping her do otherwise is painful.
But, if she isn’t going to live with me, she has to live somewhere.
She can’t depend on the kindness of others for the rest of her life.
And, even if she no longer considers me her husband, she is still my wife.
I need to make sure she is OK. I need to make sure she has a place to go.
I wish it was here. But, if it isn’t, then it needs to be a place she can afford in a place that isn’t bad.
