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Another tough night.
She says we're making progress.
I don't even know what we're headed towards.
10 days left.
After that, I'm not married. I'm living with a woman who is "seeing other people".
I don't want that. But, it is no up to me.
If I express how much pain it causes me, I make things worse.
But, I can't not feel the pain.

So, the other day when I asked for suggestions of good things to do with my
wife in the time remaining in her hiatus from her lover, I was hoping to
get some.
( come on )

I’m very worried about the end of the year when the hiatus between my wife
and her lover ends.
I wish that by the end of that time she’ll say “what did I see in that guy
anyhow?”
I’m sure that is too much to ask for. But, I still wish it.
We’re trying to build new, good, memories together. The museum trip
yesterday was a good one.
But, we can’t go to a museum each day.
She gets mad if I buy her presents.
Doing laundry, cooking dinner, mopping the floor, and vacuuming were all
things I was doing before, so they don’t count for much.
If you believe the movies, 35 days is more than enough time. And December
is the perfect time to do it. Too bad I don’t believe them…
But, I’d still be happy to take any suggestions.