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I'm torn about church.
I feel it's cheating to go without getting involved and pulling my weight.
But, I started going again to having something else to do with my wife. And, if she is not longer going to go, it is very difficult for me to really care about going too.
It's not a question of faith. I still believe in God. But, I worry about something that pulls my wife and me apart.
This is not a good time for that sort of thing.
We've both had problems with the church. I can't say that isn't true.
But, I'm not sure I'm willing to commit to it. And, I don't want to be a hypocrite by going and not helping.
It's something I've got to work out.
I feel it's cheating to go without getting involved and pulling my weight.
But, I started going again to having something else to do with my wife. And, if she is not longer going to go, it is very difficult for me to really care about going too.
It's not a question of faith. I still believe in God. But, I worry about something that pulls my wife and me apart.
This is not a good time for that sort of thing.
We've both had problems with the church. I can't say that isn't true.
But, I'm not sure I'm willing to commit to it. And, I don't want to be a hypocrite by going and not helping.
It's something I've got to work out.
