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Embrace the dark side
Well, what the hell. As my wife said: “if you’re going to do the time, you might as well do he crime”.
So, I’ve decided to be the cruel, manipulative, abusive person I’ve been told I am.
After the night I had last night, I decided to do something this morning that I’ve wanted to do for a long time now. I had been reluctant to do it for many reasons, not the least being out right laziness. But, remembering Lou the other day made me think of a bunch of things and remember life is too short to put stuff off.
I know it is selfish of me to do this. But, as I said, I’ve decided to live down to expectations. So what if it’s only good for me and will cause pain (especially to me) in the long run? It’s what I want now, right?
I was worried about the legal implications, but from what I’ve read on line, I think I can get away with it.
Maybe if I had something else to do with my day I wouldn’t have chosen this. But, with no calls or visits from folks, only posts to the world about how bad I am, I decided to do what I thought was right.
So, it’s a beautiful day. I’m heading over to Northboro to do what I’ve wanted to do for ages. Who knows, maybe if it works out well I can drop by and see other folks too.
Wish me luck!
So, I’ve decided to be the cruel, manipulative, abusive person I’ve been told I am.
After the night I had last night, I decided to do something this morning that I’ve wanted to do for a long time now. I had been reluctant to do it for many reasons, not the least being out right laziness. But, remembering Lou the other day made me think of a bunch of things and remember life is too short to put stuff off.
I know it is selfish of me to do this. But, as I said, I’ve decided to live down to expectations. So what if it’s only good for me and will cause pain (especially to me) in the long run? It’s what I want now, right?
I was worried about the legal implications, but from what I’ve read on line, I think I can get away with it.
Maybe if I had something else to do with my day I wouldn’t have chosen this. But, with no calls or visits from folks, only posts to the world about how bad I am, I decided to do what I thought was right.
So, it’s a beautiful day. I’m heading over to Northboro to do what I’ve wanted to do for ages. Who knows, maybe if it works out well I can drop by and see other folks too.
Wish me luck!